OR, HOW I STILL HAVEN’T GOT BACK TO THE UK. FROM THE JOURNAL.
This retrospect is another example of how I was faring. How I was too mentally unstable to ever have had to be forced into their prison hotels and the mockery of us Brits to have to suffer this indignity and pay a kings ransom for it yet have a load of people come over the channel illegally and be put up in accommodation for nothing. How each day continued as a long stream of amazement and horror. When I was writing this last journal excerpt I just thought ‘what the hell, I’ll load up a video blog and record the complexities and insanity of it all. This was the point where I stopped trying to write it all down for I was even boring myself, but I knew a record had to be kept.
After this came the hotel journal in the UK that I began four days after arriving as I was too broken to do anything in that time.
For my next blogs I will keep you informed as to the follow up and possible litigation I will be looking into. I will also tell you what happened with my doctors letters pleading exemption. The Holiday Inn will also have to give me a breakdown of their costings and CTM, G4S and other people involved in this scandal will be held accountable.
Only then will I go back to doing what I love which is writing about the history and beauty of our world. Thanks for being patient!
MY LAST ENTRY BEFORE RELYING MORE, ON VIDEOS.
‘Yes folks I’m still here. Nothing but problems and torture about returning to the UK despite being a British citizen. I have been suicidal. I am permanently alone and depressed. I have borrowed money eternally from my long suffering friends and family (my cousin). Changing bookings, waiting for responses from the newly appointed CTM or Corporate Travel Management. Trust me, they are unavailable and when you call their “London ” number you will be lucky to get through and when you do, sweating and crying, only to find that all of them barely speak English and you get cut off by them as soon as you have given your details, you are spoken too incredibly rudely and basically treated with contempt.’
‘I have travelled many years and am extremely street savvy but this new world, with it’s absence of humanity, has actually broken me.’
‘I do not say this lightly, for I am a very strong resilient woman, a warrior if you will, but just trying to do all the incredibly complicated paperwork and timing these tests forms etc, has actually drained my functioning brain, and when you’re alone and keep getting these massive body blows and doors closing all around you as you just think you have made sense of it all, you are totally lost in this labyrinth.’
OVER AND OUT
Soho art offices and my sculpture in London, then my old film work amd fashion modelling. Check it out.